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MY FIRST TIME

Doing anything for the first time is scary AF, especially when you're young and impressionable. I wanted to share my stories of firsts with you, from the kiss to the heartbreak and everything in between!

MY FIRST KISS

It was on a family vacation in Hawaii when I was 12 or 13 . The teenagers were allowed to be out until 10 p.m. and we were in an arcade where the hotel kids hung out. I remember I kissed some guy there and I thought I was so cool and so grown. I don't remember the boy and I can't tell you anything else about the experience. I was with my parents' friend's daughter and she was very fast. I only did it because I was with her. I lied and was like, "I've totally done that before!" But I hadn't, LOL!

MY FIRST TIME SAYING 'I LOVE YOU'

It was with my first big boyfriend when I was 16. God, I loved him and he just broke my heart. I was obsessed with him. That's the point: It's your first—you love hard, but it's not real love. It's puppy love and infatuation! When you break up, you're convinced you'll never love again, but while it lasts, it's the best feeling.

MY FIRST BIG BREAKUP

He was so mean. He lived in L.A. but his mom lived in Atlanta, so on Valentine's Day, he told me he was going back home to Atlanta and just left and never came back. Later on, he called me and asked me to fly out there to meet him. My dad warned me not to go, but I did. The guy NEVER picked me up from the airport!!! He never showed! I got a voicemail from him and he said, "I'm sorry. I can't do this." I was 17, in Atlanta, with no money or credit cards. My sisters told my dad and he got me a little hotel room and I took a flight back the next morning. My dad and I never, ever talked about it again. He knew how heartbroken and embarrassed I was, and I'm so thankful that he never said, "I told you so."

MY FIRST TIME ON 2ND BASE

It was at a homecoming dance. I don't remember the guy's name (that's bad, isn't it?), but he was on the football team. He invited me to the locker room and I knew something was going to happen. We made out and you would've thought I was going to die!!! I didn't know anything about doing that kind of stuff! He put my hand down there—over his clothes—and my mind was going a million miles a minute. It was so fun, though, and I was so excited.

MY FIRST TIME HAVING SEX

It's not funny to lose your virginity! It's weird and you're scared and it hurts and you don't know what will happen. I was 15 and he was an older guy who wasn't a virgin. I don't really remember it hurting but I do remember that I just wanted to get it over with. You definitely don't have an orgasm your first time. I didn't for the first few years! I didn't even know what the feeling was until I had one; I just liked the intimacy part. When it happened, I was like, "Ohhhhh, that's what that is!!!"